I get so angry when people ridicule a friend for going vegan. What the hell are the negative effects for you? Realizing you’re a piece of shit contributing to the slaughter and torture of millions? Having to face your guilt every time you see that friend? Or are you genuinely angry someone is doing something good for the Earth, the animals, and themselves?
I can’t sleep. I’m afraid.
I’m not sure if this is creepy or not, but I really enjoy going on to old “lovers’” Facebook pages and see what’s going on in their lives. I like to admire from a distance.
there are so many things I want to do with my life but I feel like I’m never going to do any of them because in sitting around wasting my days away. help.
I’m sorry for all these text posts. I need to get this out. I don’t know where else to do it and all I seem to be good at lately is self-loathing. I fucking hate myself. I am such an immature piece of shit. I can’t just change my emotions. I wish I could. Fuck me.
My favorite kind of music is the kind where the singer is off key and the guitarist hits wrong notes and the drummer skips a beat but the energy is just so…alive.
I feel like I’m a whole bunch of different people rolled in one. Sometimes I wanna be grungy, or angsty, or peppy, or emo, or sexy, or hip, or chill, or funny. But sometimes, I just wanna be a fairy.
I want to post pictures of beautiful and skinny girls. but when I do my self-loathing is too poignant to deal with.
today is going to suck. I’m so tired I can barely move. I have a two hour and forty five minute class. Then I have to go fill out paper work. Great.
On the bright side, nevermind there is no bright side.
You guys, I just… I just can’t even right now.
I want to live off of cigarettes, coffee, and tea.